Girls just wanna have fun!

Aah, I feel like everything on this blog has something to do with sad things. So I want to blog about something that isn't sad, not at all! Like the title says "Girls just wanna have fun!", and I'm so tired of having nothing to do, and with nothing I mean absolutely nothing. Zero.

I have just been jaded around like a fool and doing nothing. Well, yesterday, night to Friday I actually did something. I walked out of the house around 00.30 in the night, obviously, to meet a boy I have been talking to for like two years.

When I meet him we just sat and talked for a while before he had to go home again. He is way higher than me, so I felt like a tiny person, haha! So I was stood on a edge to be higher. It didn't really work out as good as I was hoping for. Hehe... But it was a nice time, and I enjoyed it, actually. And I really hope we'll meet again soon.

But I'm looking forward to take the plane home to Bergen, oh my have I missed Bergen and all my friends! I just know that we are going to have a little party for Marte because she is turning 17. It's gonna be a funny night with good friends and all that stuff. But honestly, I hope we will be able to find a party before that time. I really wanna go out with some good friends and just have a really good time.

Just hanging around home with some friends would also have been nice, talk about all that have happened lately and just have a sleep over! That actually sounds like a great idea! Hehe, but now I really have to get something to drink. So yeah. Have a nice day people

~Benedikte

A moment lasts all of a second, but the memory lives on forever.

Photographs and memories - Jason Reeves

Memories can be so much. Memories can be bad, and they can be good. I think the quote from Oscar Wild is very good. Oscar Wild said: "Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us."

Of course, I googled quotes that had something to do about memories, because this is what this text will be about... "Every man's memory is his private literature." ~Aldous Huxley

I remember so much, good and bad things. But I will focus on the good things.

My childhood wasn't all just a dance on roses. But I'm so glad I'm focusing on all the good things that happened. I remember most of the friends I had trough the years, of course not all because I remember we did all the stuff, but because of all the pictures, hehe. Honestly, I remember a lot of things I did with some of my friends. Some of the toys and the stuff we used to do. Oh my, what a fantasy we used to have! A child's fantasy is something great, if a child isn't allowed to use his or hers imagine, then what would the childhood be?

But the last two years has been a lot of fun, it's been like a roller-coaster ride, a lot of fun.

I really love my friends, they are always there. Even if I'm not such a good friend with all the people I used to hang out with, I still have the memories.

Like everyone says: Time is passing by, people changes. And all that stuff. That if a person isn't like "on your train when it leaves the station" it's all their fault. I don't always think so, okay, I may have said some of that stuff myself. But what the hell, what I want to say is that is not always the other person's fault, have you ever thought that you may have changed too? It's also a opinion that the person has a lot of stuff going on and things to think about. So it can be a bit selfish to say that it is the other person's fault that you are not as good friends that you used to be.

Anyways, back to the memories. Think about it? Do you have a lot of good, bad or a bit of both in your memory? I have a bit of both, but most of the good ones. All the crazy things we have done, all that we have said to each other. It's so funny to think about, but I kinda love thinking about it. So when you're sad and feeling down, think about all the good memories you have and don't think to much about the thing that made you feel sad. It's never to late to make new memories, you keep making memories until you die. It can be so much, and it could mean so little to others, but so much for you!

I think you never can truly forget a person, because if you have good memories with a person, why forget them? You can stop talking to the person, but if you one day are feeling down, why not think about the good memory you two had together? Because, all in all, you had to be there to understand it, right?

"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose." ~From the television show The Wonder Years

~Benedikte.

Camping

One thing I was looking forward too this summer was a camping trip a group of friends. Unfortunately, the weather wanted us too do something else. Stupid weather. We want too go camping! But someday, we will! We bought a tent, seriously, we HAVE to go camping...

Maybe we should be camping inside? That sounds like a good idea, a bit fun too I guess! I think we should try it out someday. Something like this:

Hmm, it looks nice. Please, can we try it someday, Marte and Alexander?! I want too, I want too, I want too! Let's do it! Seriously, I think it would be fun... Or maybe, camping in someones garden. Then we can use the bathroom, that's a nice thing too do.

When I think of camping, I think of a group of friends around the fire, a acoustic guitar, singing and starry sky. I seriously don't think alcohol is needed if you are a group of really good friends! But of course, for the people who drink alcohol, you're welcome. I can't describe it, but a camping trip is a really funny thing to do. So I'll just post some pictures I found on weheartit, where all the pictures on this blog is from.

~Benedikte

The last words.

He's words. One of the last thing he ever said to me. It's like he burned it in my memory... I always have too think about it, even though I don't want too. I really don't want too. It was all going so well... How could those small word mess everything up again? I know I wanted know it, but I knew she shouldn't have said it. She knows it too. I just had to know it, didn't I?

The things he said, it's going on and on in my head, like a song... A bad song, stuck on replay...

My problem is, that I fell in love with people too fast. There are three choices, I like them, I hate them, or are just neutral.

I have a problem with trust. I never know if I can trust a person, but still I trust people I shouldn't trust. I never learn. Some people take advantage of me. It's not a good thing. I hate it, and I'm get really mad about it. I don't know what too do. But I think, the most of all, I'm disappointed over the person, how can they do such things and not regret...? Maybe think about that the other persons also have feelings, or too start with, think about that other person also have feelings, just like yourself. I know I can be a really mean person, I don't mean too. But still I am. And I'm sorry for it, it's just how I am. Haha, it looks like I'm a big crybaby, but I aren't one.

Just because of this depressing text I'm going to write about something nice/funny a bit later today.

~ Benedikte

Friends will be friends.

Friends will be friends - Queen.

I really have to write something. I want to write something really poetic and all that stuff. But what the fuck? I don't do that kind of shit. Yesterday, as Marte already have blogged about, one of our best friends moved to Houston, Texas for two years. Dude, what the fuck are going to do there in TWO years? I mean, come on!

Yesterday we didn't sleep at all. No, we made a scrapbook to our buddy, with some of the stuff we did together as a group of friends. Our group of friends are really a weird gang, but yeah.

Anyway, we made him a scrapbook, meet him on Flesland, the airport in Bergen, 5 am. Yes, so we made a scrapbook to him in one night. In seven hours and fifteen minutes! I'm proud of us. 4 girls making one scrapbook.

04.30 am a cab come and got us to Flesland, we actually was there before Alexander... The reaction when he got the book. Oh mother nature, I hope I never forget his face when he saw it...

The text on the picture is Norwegian and mens: Best buddy. I miss you

When I hugged him for the last time in a half year I said something like: Have fun in USA.

And turned around and started crying. I usually don't cry in public or in front of people. When I started crying I also started laughing, and I some really strange noises came out of me. But whatever, all five of us was standing there and crying when he was leaving. I cried several times that day. When I was standing on the balcony to the twins and the three others was inside, when everyone was asleep and when I was home.

I actually started crying when I was down in the living room with my mom, sister and a neighbor, because my mom said we weren't home in christmas. But she said we are going home at least two days before New Years Eve, then I'm safe. And she said something that made me really happy, but I won't write about i until I tell Alexander.

Marte and Alexander.

Alex, Therese, Marte, Tonje and me.

So all in all, I'm really sad and a bit depressed because Alex has moved to Houston, but think about him, he has left all of his friends here in Norway. And he will come back to Norway, he just have to, or else I'm going to Houston to slap him in the face! Alexander, I love you, you're my best guy friend. ♥

~ Benedikte

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?

Drops of Jupiter - Train

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?

Oh my gosh, I really love this song!

I think it can mean so much, I think it is about; friendship, love and finding yourself.

Well, I took a break now, I'm so tierd of exam. I've been writing alot, okay? So tomorrow my teacher just have to give me the green light and I'm ready to begin with the powerpoint and write it in my own words. Hehe.

Anyway, I wanted to tell you guys that our friendship is saved. Puuh! So now I don't have to worry about that one anymore! Now it's only the freaking exam.

It's sunny where I live, I really enjoy it, to bad I have to sit in and work on my exam.

~ What do you think the song is about?